right now when I'm writing this I'm just tearing
started tearing for no apparent reason or maybe I do know the reason
because I made a decision to kill a part of me
only now then I decide to think about it
part of me already feels dead and feel like giving up
tired of actually having to deal with lies and deception
telling white lies which end up worse when I find out the actual truth
On a side note:
I hate cheating girls
if you have a damn bf dont do anything that will label you as a cheater
dont cross the boundary with any other guy
its fine if you go out with another guy
as a friend and not a date
you can hang out and have lunches and all
but to progress to have a more physical relationship with the guy
( not till the sexual part mind you )
while still being with your other bf who is actually in the army
is just being a downright cheater and I will label you as a slut
seriously cross me once more you little cunt
and I will give you a piece of my mind in person
you fugly little cheating slut
go call your own bf sexy instead of everyone elses' bf
you think I dont know what you had in mind when you first got to know him
I actually do know and mind you I dont give a lot of chances
when I do give it to you take it and be careful
I do not condone vixens and sluts
